I always hesitate to call what I experience a period, because i dont know if thats what it is or if it operates the same, plus some deep-set fear that as soon as I use that word in reference to myself 10 terfs will jump out of the woodwork and berate me for an hour.

I was wondering if anyone else experiences intense period-esq symptoms? Every ~3 weeks i have intense mood swings and am borderline psychotic for 2-5 days. I get very super dysphoric and everything is just really terrible. I also lose memory and dont remember what I did during those times very well (although my memory is terrible regardless so it could just be normal-for-me memory loss).

Its not directly related to my shot schedule, but its at its worst when it lines up with my shot. I cant tell if progesterone makes it better or worse, but I went off it to try and narrow everything down, because it wasnt always this intense. I might try cycling it to see if that helps? But it might just make it worse.

Im unsure why i made this post, i guess i just want to know im not alone?

  • queermunist she/her@lemmy.ml
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    5 months ago

    In my experience progesterone makes my emotions really intense, though I'm loath to go off it because my SNRIs make me into a emotionally dull robot. I have to schedule my hormones around work because otherwise I'll get myself sent home (again).

    • lilypad [she/her, null/void]
      hexagon
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      5 months ago

      This sounds like my experience. Im already an emotional mess most days, prog just dials it up. I dont miss when I was on ssris (snris didnt work for me) because of the robot-ness.