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late-night nsfw navel gazing
I am having a pretty bad time doing terminology replacement for my own anatomy.
I'm pretty sure "clit" is it because honestly that's what it's most like nowadays, and none of the standard issue terms dudes use or whatever work for me. But I can't really get it burned into my skull, even though I know better consciously, it's just been too long of my brain seeing 'lil nubby thing with a slit on the end and balls under' and going "bepis!" I am going to end cisnormativity.
The main reason I'm having a bad time replacing the term is 'cause I just don't think about it that much, outside of sex, because why would I? (Maybe I should, maybe I need to better internalise the chill familiarity to myself) It's annoying because I think the only part that brings me dysphoria about it is the cisnormative connotations, grrrr. Not a big secret but actually the natal transfem clitoris, the girldick, whatever you wanna call it, it's actually kinda neat.
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Yeah, I call mine a clit a lot of the time. Recently called it a penis while still in girl mode, and it was... Okay, I guess.
But if I call it a clit during sex, then my
just tell me I'm an AGP
I hope you're doing well. You've been doing a lot of processposting lately, and I hope it's a sign of growing comfort
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Dear Thallo, do you want to have a talk about AGP? Promise I'll be nice, if you wanna have that talk we can. You really should not let some crusty old man's justifications for why some trans women are fuckable, which frames trans women entirely around how they relate sexually to men, be a brainworm and bully you ✨
I guess clit is the best thing for it, but I wonder idly if there's something less cisnormative I can use for it... something entirely transfemme specific? But I shouldn't let it stress me out, also. It's all good.
Thank you ❤ I think it is a sign of growing comfort, I think a huge part was all the gender shit clogging up my brain--brainworms OUT--but also lowering my cypro dose has helped too, and I am doing a lot of processposting
I feel really good on a personal level actually, better in my skin than ever probably.
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Tbh, not really. Thanks for offering tho. I actually know it's fucking stupid and doesn't actually make sense. Sometimes my brain just wants to be mean to me and throws out arguments with no validity.
Good 🌹
Hope you have fun playing with words until you find the perfect girl pp name ✨
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Your brain needs to be bullied! Brain struggle session!!
Welp at least I know "girl pp" ain't it
but yes thank you, I will enjoy messing around and seeing what I like =)
Hoping you're feeling okay as well
bottom dysphoria, more of the same
As I've started to get more and more bothered by what's going on down there, I've started feeling less... secure in calling it a penis and I really like calling it a clit. Hoping hrt changes make me feel more comfortable calling it that.
You know this, but it is big and I'm glad you're able to work through these types of thoughts.
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Yeah it's an association thing, you pretty much have to brute force the terminology out. I have to be thinking about clits more often for these purposes
Hey that's cool, I had a phase in my teens where I thought you couldn't call it anything else, so good stuff. I think they should help, they did me and tbh I find it like 20x funnier than it used to be, this squishy little goofy overgrowth that produces waaaaay too much fluid at the slightest notice and you have to poke with a vibrator or like, use a palm or whatever for. Very neat.
But yeah it kinda slaps honestly, I thought I might stop feeling all clear-headed and like I have a really firm grasp on all things gaysex, but I have not which feels good.
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If it wasn't for you/ftw I definitely would think the same thing, just because I am very literal. And
that does sound neat.
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It's not always a curse to be literal but we are allowed creative freedom with our own bodies! It is neat =)