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That sounds terrible, especially if it really is BPD. I'm sorry you've been feeling this way.
I obviously don't know much about the situation, but is there a reason you can't tell your gf what you wrote here? Skipping the breakup bit and just discussing the situation might be better than just breaking up with her outright. Hell even if you do decide to breakup anyways it'd probably be less harsh for both of you to do it that way.
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