so, yeah, there's still tweaking to do w/ the injections, BUT it's been fucking years since sex felt this good. like, i actually want to be doing it, but i'm also not having a hypersexual phase. which is nice, can get rly exhausting. but yeah, i was thinking about how in like, my mid-20's sex was still enjoyable w/ the right partner & then at some point it just kinda stopped being a thing in my brain. there's Trauma™ there, for sure, but i knew something else was up, too, when it wasn't really happening w/ my partner cuz like, this is the comfiest i've ever been w/ another person. baby steps, basically; i'm just taking it as a nice, fun bonding thing for now. the kinky stuff will have to wait a bit more still.