Sending good vibes to all of my trans comrades 
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It's probably just a time thing, you've only known you're trans for what, 3 months now? For me it took like 6 before I could consistently use my name in my head and consistently thinking of myself as a woman took a year. And I wasn't on hormones during any of that process. Some smaller things took longer too, like lesbian felt weird to use until I actually had a relationship.
Probably about that? I've accepted it for only like half that time too. Its been quite the couple of months for me.
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I actually just realized earlier how upset deadnaming myself would be, like if I was introducing myself.
That's funny that lesbian was a hangup for you too, definitely feels weirder to me then woman (even though I don't like men at all, so what's that leave you with silly girl). Good its just a time thing.