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  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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    4 months ago
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    :meow-hug: it's just so hard sometimes. And I just want to let it out but I can't. When I finally get back I'm just going to wrap myself up in a blanket.

    Every time I look at someone I feel like I'm being gross. Like "checking them out" like every fucking creepy guy women hate. I hate it about myself. Idk.

    • ashinadash [she/her]
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      4 months ago
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      Sounds like a very good plan, I'm sorry meow-hug

      Ohhhhhh!! Yeah but also no =) I sometimes wonder if this is an autism thing, cause I have no idea how long is appropriate to look at somebody. I have gathered basically "never but everyone does it some", I think. Like more than a half second glance is weird if anyone notices? I people watch a lot so. I think this is different from "checking them out" though, unless you are actively having sexually-objectifying awooga thoughts about the people you are looking at, undressing them with your eyes. I kinda doubt that though since you just talk about envying other women a lot.

      badeline-anxious Dang I thought you had some kinda evil pervert thing goin' on, shoulda figured it was tame lol

      • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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        4 months ago
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        Thanks :meow-hug:

        Yea I know. It's hard to not people watch. I'm not I really just like their outfits :cri: but it's that feeling yaknow?

        I would never post my actual struggles with my sexuality, way too much shame :ohnoes:

        • ashinadash [she/her]
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          4 months ago
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          Yw nerd cat-trans

          I do know, I had a whole thing this time a year ago about whether or not I was being a fucker by LOOKING at people all the time. Idk what the expectation is for being outside... I would think it's expected that people look at you? And as long as they aren't being weird it's okay? If people wanna soak in how good I look in a long coat and thigh high boots, go for it, I look fuckin awesome bitch, gaze upon me and weep that I am taken by a beautiful nonbinary goth wife emilie-smug The feeling of being watched is a little odd I guess but if I knew someone liked my outfit or whatever, I might be compelled to strut tbh.

          Lmao okay, understandable meow-petted Guess I have to continue filling the niche of "weird hyperpersonal sex struggle posts" in the mega ✨