i genuinely have no idea where it came from but like two days ago my normal wincing whenever i heard someone call me "sir" shifted somewhat into more a bit of confusion? like wtf? i am so fucking pretty and people are walking right up to me and calling me a man? what the hell is their problem? if they think i'm a man they're fucking stupid and I just get confused. I literally don't pass but my brain has the mindset that I do wtf?????
i believe this is known as "self-acceptance" could be wrong tho
never felt it before E so idk