• SkingradGuard [he/him, comrade/them]
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    23 days ago

    2

    Life fucking sucks I hate it and it never gets better. I just want to live comfortably and with someone who I can snuggle with 😞

  • Nakoichi [they/them]
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    23 days ago

    A solid 8.

    Just got a new electric razor so I could get rid of my facial hair in preparation for painting my face for halloween (and definitely not because when I shave I think I might look like a cute girl, it is definitely only because I need to have a smooth canvass to look like a spooky scary skeleton, or so I tell myself).

      • roux [he/him, they/them]
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        23 days ago

        I hope they do too. I've been out of work for over a year and a half and we are slowly bleeding through our life savings because I can't find a job.

        • MusicOwl [comrade/them, sie/hir]
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          23 days ago

          Yeah joever I lost my job last year and same kind of situation. At this point, probably going to have to bite the bullet and get another degree or something.

          • roux [he/him, they/them]
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            23 days ago

            No joke, I've considering going back to school just so I have loan money to live off of for a while.

            I don't really want to go through the bullshit all over again though just to find out my next degree will be just as worthless as my current one, which you'd think wouldn't be since it's for programming. Idk what I'm going to do. I have a second of four interviews for a job this Friday. Idk why you need 4 interviews for a job that pays $40k a year and requires a college degree but it sure beats not making any money.

  • SadArtemis [she/her]
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    23 days ago

    I'm probably a 6.

    gay rambling

    It's a bittersweet (hopefully only a temporary bitterness) thing. But then also I feel I have gained so much from it all the same regardless of how things turn out and now am doing my usual gay lamentations/dramatics in my head. And my appreciation of life and humanity has grown even if there is so much weight around it as well. I hope that will and yuanfen, circumstance, will see it through.

    Existence is truly duḥkha, though it makes life and what we treasure, build up, and hold close all the more significant, maybe. Maybe that should be my communist ethos..

    Feel the equivalent of gay shell-shocked right now by what I should have seen coming and I already knew from the start anyways. Anyways ye

    meaningful insights

    Gleebozorx Zohewebelon,, posad