Xenia, the fox girl mascot of Linux, was first designed in 1996 by Alan Mackey. She was meant to be an alternative to Tux, the official mascot.
She had fallen into obscurity, but was noticed by a Twitter user in 2019 and was redrawn as a fox girl. But as it turned out, Xenia was originally meant to be male! The original creator, Alan, was cool with this, saying "It matches the transition of a lot of the smartest, nerdiest Linux users I know" and "And sure, you made her trans!".
So now we have a trans Linux mascot. And I think that's neat.
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Self harm heals up, pain returns, si thoughts return. Literally just kill me
Trying to be safe, trying to do okay. Sorry I keep complaining about all the same stuff. Just feel shitty and miserable I guess. Trying to resist the urge. The spiral just keeps going, I feel like I have no control over how I feel.
Why am I this way and when will it end. This constant loop is awful and I can't keep going with it.
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At this point I think your biggest trigger is being stuck at your parents place and not able to come out as trans or at least dress en femme at home. Hopefully that changes
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It feels like the problem is who I am. Can't stop thinking about suicide. Whatever, I don't have a method so no reason to post this shit. Just going to keep writing in my diary.
But yea, that would be nice. Keep working towards it ig.
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