I know it's a dead end but some days more than others I really resent that I wasnt just born a cis girl. Like I know I've felt this way for so long. Like since I was a kid. But it really does just kinda suck. I like being trans for sure though it's just.. it's so much work and I feel like I missed so much
Voice training is killing me because I simultaneously know that it's like, the big thing that stops people from seeing me and also it feels so Impossible that I will never get there. Like, yes, my face is quite masculine, it's very angular and I have really strong features, but like I think my voice is really the thing that kills me. Ugh. But I feel like such a joke when I try girl voice
I know it's a dead end but some days more than others I really resent that I wasnt just born a cis girl. Like I know I've felt this way for so long. Like since I was a kid. But it really does just kinda suck. I like being trans for sure though it's just.. it's so much work and I feel like I missed so much
I jump between wishing I was born girl, and wishing I was born with money
Damn I feel this way all the time :meow-hug:
sad
I feel this so hard, I find myself constantly needing to stop myself from wallowing in my own sadness about missing out on any sort of 'girlhood'.
And also like why does everything need to be so hard? Voice training is so garbage I just want to sound good
Voice training is killing me because I simultaneously know that it's like, the big thing that stops people from seeing me and also it feels so Impossible that I will never get there. Like, yes, my face is quite masculine, it's very angular and I have really strong features, but like I think my voice is really the thing that kills me. Ugh. But I feel like such a joke when I try girl voice