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  • Kiagz [she/her]
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    2 months ago

    Not doing so good...

    CW: Self harm

    I'll be moving back in with my parents at the end of the month, thankfully. I'm so isolated where I currently live, and it's making my mental health worse with each day. I'm just alone with my thoughts for the majority of the day.

    I cut myself about an hour ago. I've never considered myself to be someone at risk of self harm before, but for the past few days I had been thinking a lot about cutting myself, and I'd been feeling awful the entire day today. It gave me a break from the negative thoughts, but now I'm worried that this will happen again. I'm gonna try turning to junk food instead, not a good way to cope but it's literally the only other alternative I have rn.

    Also, I'm not sure if I should tell anyone irl about this. Maybe I will if it happens again. I hope it won't.

    • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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      2 months ago
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      meow-hug I wish I could hug you right now. I understand. I used to a lot, but now its just urges. I hope you can stop now.

      I've never considered myself to be someone at risk of self harm before

      I didn't either, until I did it. Now its something my mind jumps to every time I feel awful. Please stay safe. I care about you. Message me any time and I'll try to respond. I hope it won't happen again too. Sending more hugs meow-hug

    • Tommasi [she/her]
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      2 months ago

      meow-hug Isolation can be genuinely suffocating, I hope things can get easier for you after moving