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small update(s): haven't touched alcohol for about 24 hours despite some nasty cravings earlier though. I wasn't getting those the day prior. My body must be able to tell that I'm doing this willfully or something. The cravings were probably worse than cigarette cravings (to me anyway), but I spent far more time drinking than I had smoking by the numbers. Almost no shakes this morning for some reason despite drinking pretty heavily over the last few months. If I had continued down that path, I'd eventually end up broke.
As for the update on the cigarettes, today should have been one month off smoking award, I relapsed about two weeks ago at a concert, I've been clean for about two weeks now. Now that I know what caused that upset, I'll be more careful when I go out.
Anyway, one day down, who knows how many to go.
Joe Rogan dying from horse paste would immediately be the funniest day of my life.
can't believe that people are okay with an unelected group of 9 people who are appointed for life deciding whether or not we have rights
Twitter is now not only recommending me transphobic tweets but also sending me emails with the text of these tweets as subject lines. Unsubscribe :stfu-terf:
God I fucking hate the whole "algorithm fetishism". Techbros circlejerk over how great algorithms are, when they lack any sort of context or understanding other than "ooh! this tweet is about trans people!!" It's the same shit that says "many people who watch Gaming videos also enjoy Joe Rogan and Ben Shapiro" and send people down radicalization pathways. And then when they get criticized the immediate response is "Well we didn't have to do anything with it, it trained itself" bullshit
Dormmates saying some homophobic and ableist slurs. I oughtta sprinkle sugar around their rooms so ants get in.
Me: moving isn't stressful I'm doing great everything is fine!
Me: [immediately stress pukes the second I'm done]
Rain rain, won't you stay,
Hang around another day,
I like it when the skies are gray,
I'll stay home with my cat and play :comfy:
