I saw a pic from a couple years back and realized my boobs haven't grown at all and I can't help but feel just disgusted at my body. It's so frustrating and feels like something nobody cares about which makes it feel even more alienating. I think also about the doctor I specifically tried to get for 2 years to do anything about it and I just got handwaved away saying "there's nothing we can do". I really hate it so much and wish there was anything I could do about it.
Ive been on 8mg e sublingual plus 100mg spiro since the beginningand my family has relatively big breasts. I fucking hate it so much.
Is it only the breast growth that's missing or is feminization slow in general?
I know some people who struggle with spiro have more success with different test blockers and it really sucks if your doctor isn't even willing to have that conversation. Is there any chance you could switch to another, hopefully more trans-friendly one?
I think it's just breast growth. It sucks that there's just so little evidence of anything for us. I was also thinking I should try to start progesterone or mayb switch to injections although I'm again unsure what would be effective or do anything if at all
A lot comes down to genetic lottery, you can expect to have about a cup size less than the cis women in your family.
Also, have you been eating? You should be gaining body fat%, women are supposed to. You can try weight cycling, it works for some trans women! Prog, I've heard differing results. One of my trans friends says her growth was stunted by starting prog - its helped me, but only a little bit.
I saw a pic from a couple years back and realized my boobs haven't grown at all and I can't help but feel just disgusted at my body. It's so frustrating and feels like something nobody cares about which makes it feel even more alienating. I think also about the doctor I specifically tried to get for 2 years to do anything about it and I just got handwaved away saying "there's nothing we can do". I really hate it so much and wish there was anything I could do about it.
Ive been on 8mg e sublingual plus 100mg spiro since the beginningand my family has relatively big breasts. I fucking hate it so much.
Is it only the breast growth that's missing or is feminization slow in general?
I know some people who struggle with spiro have more success with different test blockers and it really sucks if your doctor isn't even willing to have that conversation. Is there any chance you could switch to another, hopefully more trans-friendly one?
I think it's just breast growth. It sucks that there's just so little evidence of anything for us. I was also thinking I should try to start progesterone or mayb switch to injections although I'm again unsure what would be effective or do anything if at all
I started rectal prog and injections at about 2 years and they started growing again. It can definitely work.
A lot comes down to genetic lottery, you can expect to have about a cup size less than the cis women in your family.
Also, have you been eating? You should be gaining body fat%, women are supposed to. You can try weight cycling, it works for some trans women! Prog, I've heard differing results. One of my trans friends says her growth was stunted by starting prog - its helped me, but only a little bit.
And spiro eventually stopped working for blocking my T levels. I got on cypro. I still had good growth on spiro - but I guess see where your T is at.
And this all takes time. It does sound like you've done a lot of time though