I quit drinking and smoking the entire time, and I was able to re-read all 4 chapters of Kapital and translate it to Latin (which I also learned during the maintenance time)
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i finished modding Morrowind! 500 mods baybeeeeeeee
now to actually play it
The last time I tried modding Morrowind I couldn't get the added foliage from the graphics overhaul to remap to TR and then gave up.
For lack of a better term, I am giving myself "normal young adult" lessons.
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I started listening to actual music instead of video game soundtracks, found that I like Lil Nas X.
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Teaching myself how to actually take care of myself/pack some of my stuff up so I can easily move when the time arises
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Applying to jobs like hell so I can try to escape the boonies
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Talking to professors about finishing a degree in CS and how to apply to tech jobs so maybe I can fuck off to Los Angeles, NYC, or Seattle, which are three places in the country I would find to be the least shit. If I can leave the country altogether, great, but I'm not delusional enough to follow Twitter's advice to "stay and fight" in red states. I want to meet people my age instead of being left behind in this fashy, retirement home esque shithole where upper middle class old people LARP as cowboys.
Does anyone have any resources for recovering NEETs? My depression is on its last legs and I want to know how to slay the beast once and for all.
My suggestion is to make intense human connection once a week. Go to a show, meet up with friends, volunteer. For me, becoming idle let's the depression sink back in and keeping busy has been the key to getting over the last 10% of long term depression.
this is important. and trying to cultivate complex social groups so that you're not dependent on any one person or group for social interaction. with varying levels of buy-in and differing interests
Seeking out dorky bloomer music is nice. I like Gang of Youths for that purpose.
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I downloaded a dating app and seeing all the other people so much prettier than me just made me feel so much worse about myself
so far I have 0 likes/matches
My AC broke on Friday and we're still waiting for the broken part to come in. It's fuckin hot!
I spent it the way any proper hexbear user would- convincing my friends that we needed trains and train stations to connect our cities in Minecraft.
i went to a park and looked at the water and a bunch of ducks
One time when i was in New Orleans with my ex, we went to a local park with a pond to nurse our hangovers and chill.
Out of nowhere I started rambling off fun facts about ducks for like 10 minutes, and to this day i have no idea where that knowledge came from.
I mostly finished reading the Vietnamese college textbook that Luna Oi translated into English and watched a bunch of videos.
Went to a local trans meetup i hadn't been to for a couple months, could admire the amazing progress of some of our folks early in their transition, could offer helpful advice to some incredibly nice freshly hatched eggs, met a bunch of super cool nonbinary peeps, then learned the hella cute lady who organizes the thing and looks like she's in her late twenties / early thirties is almost 50. Absolutely mindblowing how HRT keeps you young. All in all just the most loving, supportive, inclusive good vibes all around. Was still glowing throughout Sunday morning as if i had dropped a little bit of MDMA because
I FUCKING LOVE MY TRANS COMRADES Then decided this afternoon to head to another local trans meetup i hadn't been to before, turned out it's the obligatory fucking weird and truscum infested one, got into a verbal slapfight about gatekeeping and respectability politics. I'm so glad my regular group is full of cool people, i really didn't need this shit
Pre game weekend before pride did acid at a house show cuddled with my trans pals made plans for the parade next weekend experienced trans JOY 🏳️⚧️
I started playing Borderlands 2 with my partner. It's kinda nice how it has a skill tree just for people like me who aren't very good at shooty games but still want to play.
I'm Gaige with the mech skills, he's Zer0 with a sniper rifle. We're still on the first playthrough and I'm looking forward to doing the Tiny Tina's DLC soon
I'm holding off playing anything alone until I move to a new place and get a new computer, at least. Should take... a solid few months.
Once in a while, playing with a bud watching (or being the one watching, while giving them hints on a game you already played) is surprisingly fun. I can see why streamers are a big thing.
I tabled at Pride! I've been getting involved with a support network for LGBTQ youth, so I hosted the table for a couple hours. It was a really great experience! I talked to a lot of awesome people, and I'm hoping that some of them will get involved with us. I also talked to some awesome people who are already doing things to improve the lives of LGBTQ folks, right here in our extremely red state. It was really encouraging, especially after all the shit that's been going on.
I also felt really reinvigorated by this one gentleman in his 50s or so who stopped, listened to what we're doing, and signed up immediately to help, then started crying because he was rejected by his own family and wanted to help kids who are in the same situation. It made me cry too, but beyond being so sad for all the pain, I was also so touched by him taking his painful experience and wanting to help others. That pain was so raw for him, even after all these years. We HAVE to keep fighting for a better world.
Actually I had a good new life experience: I went to pride with my girlfriend! It was pretty much my first time, and she hasn't been to many either, so we didn't really know what was going on. Also the weather was fucking awful. But it was nice being around other people like us, and I learned some stuff about socialist groups in this area, and now we have lots of fun ideas for pride next year.
