I hate when I succumb to the worst urges of Online and then regret it, always feels like shit. at least I usually manage to sober up and do a bit of self crit and delete the Bad posts. sometimes I feel like posting is bad for me lol and I should just write in a journal or some shit. i guess everyone's susceptible to it and it's gonna happen from time to time. I like to think this site is better for me than like, twitter or whatever which I don't have anymore. and I think it's a fair thing to think. but maybe I should try take a week off or smth, I've been scrolling and posting a whole lot. love all my trans comrades 💜