i genuinely have no idea where it came from but like two days ago my normal wincing whenever i heard someone call me "sir" shifted somewhat into more a bit of confusion? like wtf? i am so fucking pretty and people are walking right up to me and calling me a man? what the hell is their problem? if they think i'm a man they're fucking stupid and I just get confused. I literally don't pass but my brain has the mindset that I do wtf?????
From where I'm sitting it sounds like society and the mirror are the confused ones here, and it sounds like your brain has the right of it
honestly I'd probably pass better if I didn't mask in public all the time. god damn covid