I imagine him all frustrated trying so hard, regurgitating theory quotes with glassy eyes and everyone going "OK, CIA brat" under their breath

Really sex pest behaviour.

  • Spartacist [he/him]
    44·
    4 years ago

    I say this unironically. With the advent of artificial insemination, as well as recent evidence pointing to the idea of social factors, there is no need for humans to reproduce or have sexual thoughts or desires. Sexual thoughts and desires are the root of capitalism and fascism

      • Spartacist [he/him]
        39·
        4 years ago

        There’s no “fun” in physical attraction, which is a myth and has been propagated by the ruling class btw. You shouldn’t look at a human and feel physically attracted to them, ever

        • sappho [she/her]
          2·
          4 years ago

          Man, I believed you when you said it was possible to be a Christian and a leftist at the same time. But here you are, with the same weird beliefs that I had back when I was indoctrinated.

          • Spartacist [he/him]
            11·
            4 years ago

            This has nothing to do with religion. I just don’t trust myself to have physical attractions

              • Spartacist [he/him]
                8·
                4 years ago

                Physical attraction, in me, has lead to minor sexual harassment in which my body unconsciously looks at someone in an impolite manner

                  • Spartacist [he/him]
                    1·
                    4 years ago

                    I’ve been trying my fucking hardest over the past year and a quarter, because I had a really awful flight where I had to spend 5 hours staring at the seat in front of me, cursing at myself in my head because if I hadn’t overheard something, I would have spent the entire flight leering at the woman sitting next to me like a fucking pervert

            • Orannis62 [ze/hir]
              ·
              4 years ago

              It really does feel like you've taken Christian hangups about sexuality and just substituted Satan for Capitalism

              • Spartacist [he/him]
                ·
                4 years ago

                Because I can’t fucking stop them I’m not strong enough

                  • Alaskaball [comrade/them]MA
                    ·
                    4 years ago

                    Lmao tfw handholding caused ww1 (specifically the heir to the Austro-Hungarian empire double suiciding with his lover)

                  • Spartacist [he/him]
                    1·
                    4 years ago

                    I can’t do a chemical castration because I’m a minor, and it’s an irreversible process that could lead to really nasty side effects coming from testosterone loss

                • the_river_cass [she/her]
                  ·
                  4 years ago

                  seconding @ScreamoBMO's point about counseling... this also all sounds like The Queer Experiencetm and repression is a hell of a hole to dig yourself back out of - this from personal experience. I'm a trans woman and while I've never had an experience anywhere near as strong as what you're describing, I do know what it's like to repress a bunch of shit and develop nasty feelings around yourself and the people you're attracted to... in my case, I wasn't even attracted to women - I was jealous of them and confused the hell out of those two emotions and I'm only now, twenty years later, working out my attraction to men, something that was buried so deeply because it was overwhelmed by my jealousy (plus a whole host of other shit).

                  this stuff can be seriously traumatizing even with nothing else going on (there's always other stuff going on) so get help working through it. :cat-trans:

                  • MerryChristmas [any]
                    ·
                    4 years ago

                    I totally understand that jealousy. For me it often took the form of codependency, but realizing how much of my attraction was based on wanting to become more like the person I was attracted to made me really reevaluate the way I related to the concept of gender in general.

                  • Spartacist [he/him]
                    ·
                    4 years ago

                    I don’t know. I do feel like a guy, and I do feel much more attracted to women than men... I don’t want to talk to my parents about this, I don’t want to go to a shrink

          • Spartacist [he/him]
            ·
            4 years ago

            I don’t leer at people anymore, but I do occasionally make semiconscious glances

      • Spartacist [he/him]
        7·
        4 years ago

        Thanks for supporting the fight against imperialist sexualism