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  • jwsmrz [comrade/them]
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    6 months ago

    re: weight HRT will slow your metabolism and you'll probably eat less to fuel your body, but this also means if you binge eat as a coping mechanism at a similar level on HRT it's likely you'll gain weight

    To my knowledge feminizing hormone therapy does not have a difference in risk factors depending on weight. I also found that I was happier on HRT, which meant less pointless eating and drinking, so I kinda just lost weight by accident

    I posted a long ~1.5 year retrospective about my experiences with HRT here a while back, I think I deleted it due to retroactively feeling uncomfortable with that much personal information being out in the open; but i'd be happy to DM that to ya, I think I saved it on my computer.

    My attitude toward HRT when I started was "fuck around and find out, if I dont feel better in a month or two I'll stop" and found it was great for me mentally before I even noticed many physical changes happening. I guess I feel similarly to you in that besides my facial hair I don't mind my masculine characteristics so I generally am read as a butch lesbian, or a suspiciously pretty man at 2.5 years into HRT

    tl;dr the craziest side effect from HRT is now when i look in the mirror i'm like "hell yeah"

    • bleepbloopbop [they/them]
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      6 months ago

      Thanks that helps!

      If you're comfortable sharing I'd love to read that retrospective piece.

      I don't even know if I really care about any potential complications, I don't think I could hate my body more than I already do tbqh, but I feel too uneducated on HRT to start it also, so maybe that's why I've got these questions? I honestly want to do DIY HRT just on like, principle, even though I know that's kind of a really stupid idea when I have insurance and live in a relatively safe place. I guess its just a paranoia thing, and distrust of doctors/the government not to use it against me

      I have been having increasingly frequent days where mental health stuff is a struggle and I don't know how much of that to attribute to dysphoria but its definitely part of it. I think this is something that I will go through with and be better for, if I just start, but its hard to know and very easy socially to just stay in the miserable status quo