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  • lilypad [she/her, null/void]
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    3 months ago

    Me: i dont want to see anyone i want to be all alone im so fucking overwhelmed

    10 minutes later: uuugghhh where are people i want to be social!

    10 minutes later: im overwhelmed noo everyone go away!

    Can my brain just make up its fucking mind!?

    • GenderIsOpSec [she/her]
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      3 months ago

      trans-sad yea. hate being in a space surrounded by people being anxious because of everyone and dreading discussion, but then feeling sad because atleast talking is a diversion negative

      • lilypad [she/her, null/void]
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        3 months ago

        Ive just been super lonely lately i guess, plus being an introvert who loves socializing can make things hard, plus im just overwhelmed cause everyone around me has major drama in their life, and im trying to support everyone while also doing my super fancy mental breakdown times kitty-cri-screm

        • GenderIsOpSec [she/her]
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          3 months ago

          introvert who loves socializing

          literally me frfrfr knight-nod and i hate it because i have an anxiety disorder and the meds only work if i take them an hour beforehand and someone might just ambush me into a convo and then i'll freeze up and they'll think im weird and then ill cry later and....yeah. sorry.

          hope things get better with regards to the drama, feeling lonely sucks meow-hug

          • lilypad [she/her, null/void]
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            3 months ago

            hope things get better with regards to the drama

            cuddle thanks, theres just a bunch of people in very sudden unexpected life changing crisis around me. Hopefully it shifts sooner rather than later.

            i hate it because i have an anxiety disorder [...] and then i'll freeze up and they'll think im weird and then ill cry later

            This is my life... niko-concern its super fun... Except sometimes i do the whole "oh its an emergency so im gonna be super sociable and make conversation and everything will be great!" thing, except its not and I still end up at home crying afterwards stairs

    • TerminalEncounter [she/her]
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      3 months ago

      I don't know if I've ever felt lonely. I'm trying to think of when I may have, I've usually been forced to socialize when I'd rather not between family, school, university, work. I don't think I've ever had to opposite. I'm about to have a couple weeks off soon. I wonder if I can maximize being alone and see if I hate it, except I'd probably still use hexbear or discord.