cleaning room = boring, have to bend over, not want to do
overwatch = funny rock throwing man for 6 hours straight in deathmatch
you still might want to get checked out if you have access to a doctor, it isn't always obvious and from what you said, it sounds a lot like how mine started to show itself
It's your thyroid bud
Gotta take it out before it takes you out
*Not real medical advice
its really worth looking into ADD if you think you're exceptionally lazy
cuz you might have it lol. its pretty common to think wow im a lazy procrastinating p. o. s and then just find out youre actually ADD
perhaps: nothing motivates you, you don't want other/different/new things, you're not under pressure to do things because you're comfortable. if none of these apply, check "depression"
The dopamine your brain produces is insufficient to provide task salience to things that aren't immediately rewarding
Killing = exciting, make brain go wowow
Work = no excite, sadsad
spare dopamine pls? no? what about a crumb of serotonin? no? well, I suppose my bed was feeling super comfy anyways.
What I've done is slowly "taper down" the amount of stimulation I give my brain. If you listen to podcasts or music while playing games, try just playing games on their own. Try listening to a podcast and doing nothing else. Try sitting in silence for a little while each day. I've just made it my goal to spend time bored, because I think it's inherently good for our brains to have negative space.
