"The Russians" are 150,000 people who are running around someone else's country getting shot at, occasionally by Nazis. Even an army isn't a monolith. A company in one town could be diligently working to distribute aid and minimize civilian casualties while the company in the next town over is firing tank cannons at suspected snipers in occupied apartment blocks and the company in the next town is executing civilians on suspicion that they're partisans. I don't "believe the neoliberal information campaign". I have enough experience watching NATO's dirty wars from thousands of miles away to know that I don't have enough information to make judgements about anything.

It’s not like it’s been wrong or lying to you since this thing has started. before your miserable life even began

So instead of individual heroics they have unnamed general heroics of troops gone there, liberated here, bravely fighting there :shrug-outta-hecks:

Idk, I would treat russian perception/version as general western perception in msm of fight against isis: I.e. some people are probably happy azov/aidar (isis) are gone, some are very unhappy about the war, some unhappy about invasion, but troops (russian/american) are prolly committing war crimes in the meantime

you can't notice an imaginary pilot not killing people. but you can notice bodies being piled up and burned by "crisis actors".